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Heyhey! I m back.. Wootz~ Orientation ended on tues. Letz back track alittle.. Hmm.. orientation.. kinda boring lah.. KlasS werent tt enthu lorh.. Esp when playin the stupid game at the field.. I hafta run So many times to n fro juz becuz the gurls refused to move.. Arrgh! Hmm then.. orientation ended beautifully wif the dances.. haha.. I dragged dear wif me back to S10 to dance.. haha.. terence danced wif jiahui.. he wus dancing the gal part.. haha.. sho funnie. dEyun n riOdo.. haha.. suCh a sweet coupLe.. =p heez.. Well.. had lotsa fUn wif S10.. S10 stiL roX!

Wed.. Back to lessons.. Sian.. Din reali haf the mOod norh.. =( lUcky got terencecum pei wo during my long boring breaks..when dear is nt ard..=( then todae.. more lectures.. boring sia.. i went for all makeups.. haha..boliao.. realised tt ther is none for geog!! how can?? die ler.. i kinda scared! i kinda forgot alot of tings..=(

Sian..tmlgona b another stupid dae.. sobx.. gtg ler.. muz slp early.. i m sho tired..sho tired=( i juz wan everyone to b fine.. can?

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Heyhey! I m back.. Wootz~ Orientation ended on tues. Letz back track alittle.. Hmm.. orientation.. kinda boring lah.. KlasS werent tt enthu lorh.. Esp when playin the stupid game at the field.. I hafta run So many times to n fro juz becuz the gurls refused to move.. Arrgh! Hmm then.. orientation ended beautifully wif the dances.. haha.. I dragged dear wif me back to S10 to dance.. haha.. terence danced wif jiahui.. he wus dancing the gal part.. haha.. sho funnie. dEyun n riOdo.. haha.. suCh a sweet coupLe.. =p heez.. Well.. had lotsa fUn wif S10.. S10 stiL roX!

Wed.. Back to lessons.. Sian.. Din reali haf the mOod norh.. =( lUcky got terencecum pei wo during my long boring breaks..when dear is nt ard..=( then todae.. more lectures.. boring sia.. i went for all makeups.. haha..boliao.. realised tt ther is none for geog!! how can?? die ler.. i kinda scared! i kinda forgot alot of tings..=(

Sian..tmlgona b another stupid dae.. sobx.. gtg ler.. muz slp early.. i m sho tired..sho tired=( i juz wan everyone to b fine.. can?

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Heyhey! I m back.. Wootz~ Orientation ended on tues. Letz back track alittle.. Hmm.. orientation.. kinda boring lah.. KlasS werent tt enthu lorh.. Esp when playin the stupid game at the field.. I hafta run So many times to n fro juz becuz the gurls refused to move.. Arrgh! Hmm then.. orientation ended beautifully wif the dances.. haha.. I dragged dear wif me back to S10 to dance.. haha.. terence danced wif jiahui.. he wus dancing the gal part.. haha.. sho funnie. dEyun n riOdo.. haha.. suCh a sweet coupLe.. =p heez.. Well.. had lotsa fUn wif S10.. S10 stiL roX!

Wed.. Back to lessons.. Sian.. Din reali haf the mOod norh.. =( lUcky got terencecum pei wo during my long boring breaks..when dear is nt ard..=( then todae.. more lectures.. boring sia.. i went for all makeups.. haha..boliao.. realised tt ther is none for geog!! how can?? die ler.. i kinda scared! i kinda forgot alot of tings..=(

Sian..tmlgona b another stupid dae.. sobx.. gtg ler.. muz slp early.. i m sho tired..sho tired=( i juz wan everyone to b fine.. can?

go.Od frIdaE~

I juz woke up oni. Wahaha. Very tired seh. I slpt at ermm 2 am this morn? haha.. Ysd wus dae two of orientation2.. Hmm.. Last dae of the stupid talks n stuffs.. Haf been sitting in the hall till my butt is hurting norh.. However miraculously, i din fall aslp leh. Haha.. Well.. how to sae leh.. orientation so far is so sian.. alot of new intakes are so unenthu.. arrgh! Well, learnt the fun dance ysd. Seemz nice.. haha..

After dismissal, met yvonne, jiahui at concourse.. me n dear n them went to take bus 190 to riodo's condo.. Haha.. wus busy toking.. then forgot to get off the bus at the right stop.. Went all the wae to tanglin ther.. then hafta take another bus back.. haha.. so funnie.. Reach the condo.. oni to find likai, kokpeng, n deyun n sophia ther oni.. so yarh.. juz sat ard n chat lorh.. then teRence aka graSs arrived tOo.. wahaha.. the last to arrive were the O2 ppl.. haha

Played pokercards wif kokpeng, terence, likai n dear.. Stupid graSs.. Eat so much money de.. tsktsktsk.. not bad arh.. Din noe u so gd.. =P haha.. Then when everyone arrived ler.. Started eating.. n dancing to the mass dance music.. haha.. Duno dance how many times still not sian.. haha.. =D hmm.. Then the guys very boliao.. act seh lorh.. tink they are professional models lidat.. kip posing.. haha.. very funnie seh.. Duno whu wus the leader..

Nearing the end, played " pass the watermelon" haha.. terence n kok peng kena the most forfeits.. haha.. they were great sports! Did the forfeits wif enthusiasm.. *three cheers* haha.. But den, i tink u all were aiming for me n my dear rite? haha.. tOo bad lorh.. =Pp

well, gotta go liao.. later going rewatch spongebob squarepants liao.. 05S10 rox!!

tata~xIn

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Postings are oUt ler.. Woke uP earLy tO cheCk the posting. Wahaha. Log on at 745. Geez.. Din noe it cld work.. Wahaha.. YupyUp.. i got posted back to pjc.. Hmm.. so yarh.. which is a gOod ting lah.. since i haf grown quite attached to the environment n frenz ther.. THough i still gt bitbit regret i nv apply for business course in nP.. *boohoohoo* haha.. Oh yar! tmL gona go appeaL go arts stream liao. I finali decided. haha. i haf decided to take geog. Thanks sTer, thanks for lending me a listening ear=)

Well.. tink lotsa ppL cld make it to their top choice jc/poly bahx.. Congrats=) Tml sch start ler wor for those in jC.. emm those whu haf been adapted to being nocturnal.. beta grab a few alarm clocks bahx.. =D

pS : gRacie!! spOngebOb roX!! mUx gO watCh.. =D

tata~xIn

oUtIng~

Hmm.. Wus supposed to go klass outing de.. but on my wae out, I suddenly tot of going ice skating. So long nv skate ler. Kinda miss the feeling. Heez.. Well.. Met up wif ster n dear.. haha.. Wus supposed to b double date de. Ster's date very dao kia lorh. Hmmph. Shuai so wat? haha Nt lyke i m interested. Haha. I oni wana see him cuz of ster's happiness sake. Muahaha. Hee..

Well then, we still cldnt decide until JE station. Haha. But then i managed to crap my wae thru. Yup. Off we went to ice skate. Hmm. haha. Well lidat lorh. ster wus a pro. dear erm. beginner's luck dun fall. While me? arrgh.. i wus in the middle holding both of them, n gliding along,nt realising how dangerous it wus. i fell twice. First time, both of them managed to hold on to me so the fall wus nt too bad. Second time, i juz suddenly slipped n fell HARD! i nearly cried. Pain sia! Itz wus lyke the pain shot up frm my spine to my head. Reali very pain. So yarh. I juz slacked ard.. Sing songs.. haha.. I wus juz sitting ard.. watching the crowd getting bigger. Itz sHo scary. Human congestion! U cld oni see clumps of tings moving tgr.. N sum falling tgr.. heez.. That wus why i wus kinda afraid to go n skate.. Well.. eventually i did lah.. held on to ster quite tightly.. Haish.. Then gt this guy..okay.. he very PRo.. kip scraping the ice.. At one point in time, the ice flew n fell into my skating shoes. Cld feel the ice melt due my body temp n trickling down my leg.. I wus so " freaking pissed" *learn frm white chicks de" hmm well..nearly scolded vulgarities.. but i did glare at that idiot! hmmph!

So yarh.. quite fUn.. haha.. Bet tml, i wld b half dead. Wif bruises all ova.. N a slightly sprained ankle *sobx* I nid a wheelchair!!

well, tired ler.. Buaiz..~xIn

Wad a boring sUndaE..

Hmm. Boring sunday. Cant go out. Now is post cold war stituation. Perhaps tml then can sneaked outta da hse. Muahaha. Cold war juz ended nt long ago. Yarh. I lied. I had the intention of telling the truth but sumting tt he said struck me hard. So eventually i kept my mouth shut. Well. For my own benefit.

Wellwellwell. Itz so boring. Juz practised maths. Kinda sian norh. I wana get back to being a nerd soon. haha. Canot slack too much liao. i m kinda still fretting ova the subj combi. Die ler lah. Hafta decide quite soon neh. *sobx* But then. As i m a very lazy person, most prob i will b taking chem maths n econs. I luv geog. But i m very lazy. *hurhur* Well. n i will be appealing to take cheena Ao too. I dun wana see an ugly on my cert. Hee.

Hmm. Gotta go now. Buaiz..tata..~xIn

Lost~

I m so lost lost lost. My mind is in whirl. Cant tink straight at all. I m reali lost. Hah. No one can help. But myself. Tell the truth? Or to lie? Wat if.. telling the truth doesnt work? N end up me getting blasted n grounded for the rest of my life? Wat if.. my lie doesnt get thru? N end up being grounded?

Haiz.. I duno lah. If oni my family is alittle more normal.. That's all i ask for. Is tt too much? Arrgh. I m lyke living under Hitler Rule. Dad wans everyting to go his wae. Is lyke. Itz so hard to communicate. I haf seen other families. Wher parents n children communicate lyke frenz. they cld juz tok abt aneting under the sun. But mine? Arrgh! We cant even communicate properly at all. How great?!

Well. In future.. I wun do that to my kids. I wun try to take full control of their lives.Cuz i noe exactly how it feels. The feeling sux. To the core. =(

Well. I reali very upset. Juz tinking abt it. Makes me cry. *sobx* Gotta go. Hafta face the execution soon. I stillduno wat to do. =(

Crying =(

Todae wus a pretty fine dae. Until i found out sum tings. Okay it sux totally. Making me feel real awful. N sad. N depressed. N i reali feel lyke crying.

Emm obviously, sum ppl's mouth duno wat to sae n wat nt to. One's past. Though tainted wif unglorious moments. Is there a strong need to go ard telling everyone abt it? Is there a need to announce it to the whole world? Is there? I reali understand. Sumone whu claims to b a gd fren. Actuali did this to me. Wat the. Haf you ever consider my feelings before going ard telling ppl things? Can you juz kip ur mouth shut? N juz mind ur own business? Everyone has his/her past. ttz wat i believe. N i do believe ppl can change. I haf seen many myself. Thatz perhaps why i hold a strong belief bahx. Well. Humanz make mistakes. Most learn. But how are ppl going to get up n change when there are these ppl whu simply speak without tinking n announcing to the whole world abt their past? Ppl whu kips on reminding them how much of a failure they were? Yarh. They did wrong. But they do deserve a chance to change dun they? Reminding tt they had been a failure once, wun help them at all..instead discouraging wld b a more appropriate term bahx..

Seriously, i hate you! For making me feel so awful.For making me cry. You sux. A self proclaimed saint doing sucha ting to a fren? haish. i duno wat to sae. Except tt i m reali disappointed. haiz..

I m reali reali reali sad rite now. My dae wus spoilt juz becuz of ur stupid mouth. Are you hapi? =(

Juz leave me alone to lead my own life, will you? ~xIn

~stressed out~

hmm..i m reali reali reali reali stressed out *sobx* Cant help it lah. Been tinking too much? Perhaps bahx.. well guess wad i m stressed abt? hah. itz my subj combi of all the tings. I cant seem to decide on what to take. Well. One ting for sure. I m nt taking chinese a most prob. Well, i did qualified for it by mere luck. But then again, i m reali not pleased wif my higher chinese grade. It sux okay? haish. So i m gona take chinese ao. Shld i?

Well, here are the choices i haf kinda gave myself:

1. chem+mathsC+econs

2.mathsC+econs+geog+lit

How? how? how? Taking three subjs, is risky but at the same time i can b more focused. However, Chem is on its own in this combination. Wad use will it b? Kinda useless leh. Ppl ask me to take up phy.. Eekk! i dun lyke phy. haha. And i sux in it. *hurhur*

The second combi. Emm.. quite lyke it. But at the same time, well, as my memory is very limited. I m damn afraid to b unable to do well. Die le lah. Wat to do? Can sumone pls help?? =(

WO kuai shou bu liao ler lah..=( Well. Shall end it here. I m so stressed out nowadaes. *sobx*

Back!!

Haha. I m finali back frm msia. Hmm actuali din reali went ther on my own accord. My parents kinda forced me to. haha. Well. Yar. Went my uncle's place. My cousins are so cute.. So hyperactive.. so chubby.. so cute!! If you see them, even if u are in an extremely foul mood.. you will cheer up de.. haha.. So ya.. my uncle wus pretty happy to see me. Perhaps cuz he gt one "free" babysitter for the dae. haha.. well.. wus playing wif the kids for the whole dae. They were a handful man. Wus dead tired even before the dae end. Hmm i tink i m a highly qualified babysitter ler. Haha. After all those practices. =Pp

Ohhh YAr.. i cut hair ler.. haha.. kinda she3 bu4 de2..hee.. cut alittle.. nt too much.. but still xin tong wor..haha..=P

Okay..i reali lack slp.. Gotta go slp now.. Buaiz..=)

Results out ler...

Results are out todae.. Well i gt mine.. I wus filled wif utmost disappointment. Cant help it. I din do up to my expectations. Neither to pple's expectations. So sorry..jeremy.. Duibuqi ni..haish.. Hmm.. well todae wus filled wif both joy n sorrows. People screaming due to happiness. N sum cried due to disappointment. Me? i din cry. haha. I wus the one screaming wif those whu did well. N the one whu comfort those whu were disappointed. At least i wus kept busy. No time to tink abt it. Haha. Well done 404unzip.. you guys n gals did the klass proud! well done peeps.. uNziP roX *hurhur*

So..now the next step. To tink abt whether i shld stay in jc or go poly. Hmm well i tink.. my results suits poly beta.. howeva my style of studying *nerding* suits jC..whaha..i m so so so confused. I juz stuck in the middle. Duno wat to do oso.

well..getting kinda late ler.. me feeling slpy ler. Well.. i believe tml will b a better dae. =)